Judith Fitzgerald on Meeting Gwendolyn MacEwen for the First Time
Submitted by Julie Wilson on September 13, 2010 - 11:48pm
It's Casa Loma, March 1977, several degrees below freezing, and it's an official literary event. We gather for the glitzy celebration of Irving Layton's milestone 64th, an unforgettable evening topped off with Sylvia Fraser popping out of a tank-sized cake. That was the night I first met Gwen. She and yours truly, scrunched in back of a rack of checked coats, drowned our stories with Scotch and Vodka sans rocks.
What a night! What a time! Intensity squared. Air porous with radiance. Energy palpable and raw.
"It doesn't get any better than this," confides Gwen, doffing her bottle in the vicinity of elsewhere, whispering ruefully, "let's just hope it doesn't get any worse."
Over and over, these past few decades, Gwen's simple confidence reverberates in ways I could not, at 22, either understand or guess. That's life. The gift that happens. The thing that reaches its own conclusions.
That night, at Toronto's Casa Loma, Gwen and I began a decade-long friendship that continues to variously haunt, fortify, and terrify me, a friendship I now consider a blessing and a treasure, a memory worth its weight in time.